Monday, 25 May 2009
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Weekend
My weekend was pretty fun. Still, as soon as it was over and everyone went home, I felt so alone. B, the guy I am kinda liking, was talking to me all last night, but today I texted him to see what he was doing and he said "sleeping", then never wrote back. That's fine.
I'm having a problem remembering to take my pills for depression, which I need to be taking every day. I wish there were a pill I could take once a week for this... This is why I switched from the birth control pill to the NuvaRing. Now I don't have to worry about forgetting that... But even worse, I was thinking that I could go without it, or start taking a lower dose... But every day that I forget to take it, I end up wanting to cry and feel awful and alone.
All I wanted last night was someone's arms around me, even though that wouldn't solve everything in the world. It would've solved a few things for the time being.



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